​I find myself looking down
When I see a women’s breasts on the bridge of exposer
I have convinced myself that I am not attracted to her
I am not the ogler
But to her
Am I the one ogling?
 
I don’t feel uncomfortable because her breasts are present
The underside falling underneath her cropped top
The tips caressing the seam that made her top so short
I feel myself in my own comfortability
 
I change my outfit to meet a person to pick up an espresso machine from craigslist
I changed my shirt, from cropped to long
I get to the house
And a woman in a crop top opens the door
 
I find myself looking down
I have convinced myself that I am not attracted to her
I am not the ogler
But to her
Am I the one ogling?

​Two eyes suddenly pressed up against my skin
They travel in
Through my veins and into my blood stream
Thump             thump             thump             thump
My heart races
Do I know you?
 
The look forces its way through
As if I am invisible
Its passes through my skin
Into my veins
And runs past my heart,
It watches it beat
Thump             thump             thump             thump
My heart races
Do I know you?
 
The look continues
Back through my veins and rips through my skin
As if I am invisible
The look penetrates and forces its way through me.
 
Two eyes suddenly press up against your skin